You say I’m a destructor
playing with ourselves like Lego
I always thought I’m a constructor or what I call a bigger ego

but the ego gets so adipose I can’t longer feed his appetite
my destiny is here to be shattered now the monster’s telling me what’s wrong & right

never wanted to speak such words
never wanted to act like this
looking at me is what hurts
the early times are what I miss

so I stand alone in inner complex and starring at the different seas
i feel no cover, no trust, no life, no sex, can’t stop feeding my desease

my sadness ,so graceless, tops all that I’ve ever described as deep
Now I feel like a foundling that has not moved for at least an age

never wanted to speak such words
never wanted to act like this
looking at me is what hurts
the early times are what I miss

never wanted to be like this
never thought that this could be
never thought that this was me
this must be a parody

Would you please
kill my ego